​I have only one thing to say about the movie. The movie is just that, a movie. What the movie is about is what I have lived all my life. And that’s why I got the message.
And to those of you that didn’t listen or understand the message it’s because you didn’t live it. It’s as simple as that.
The moment of childhood innocence and wonder you never had to lose.
I created this sculpture by hand in clay and molded it in silicone to produce a resin castings which was then hand painted and finished. The orb in its hand changes color. This is a large piece and I have had it since 1994 when it was first created.
I remember well the day it was finished and I later met with Anne Strieber and Whitley for dinner. I brought it with me to show them.
The look of this grey is based on the tall gray female that has been with me all my life. She was there when I was in the crib. She was there when people tried to bring harm to me. She was there when I was under hypnosis and was warned that the hypnotherapist couldn’t help me. She wasn’t threatening me as I once thought but protecting me. Warning me.
You can only imagine or you may not have to, how I felt when I saw Day of Disclosure and the face of the gray that turned from a dear to this face we all know today. It was a wonderful feeling to know at that moment the wonderful thing I had been contributing to all along and didn’t know it.
My drawings of her go very far back even before 1994 and in all this time it was spread far and wide on TV and publications during the 90s. The grays always knew this would happen. It’s my purpose and it was my joy to see it being part of Steven’s film.
As I stood near my bed this morning after waking up I was getting my clothes out of my dresser. I looked up and there she was looking at me with that innocent smile on her face after all these years. The orb is still glowing with hope.
I could feel and remember as a child how I was cherished and how I felt innocent, full of wonder to be part of such an amazing life. We still are.
We never had to lose that feeling even though the world demanded we should grow up. In those feelings are the gifts we have always had to truly change the world. Let’s start using them.
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​I had this dream but it was more than that. I was standing on a street at night out of my car talking to a man outside his parked truck. For some reason my car rolled forward but stopped at his bumper no damage it just stopped.
Then it happened. I got out of my car and walked over to him to apologize.There were two of me and I watched myself and then he looked over at me and freaked out. He looked back at the other me and started backing up. Then he looked up at the sky and I looked up at the sky and I saw two Big Dippers, one behind the other and slightly to one side as if I was seeing two realities at once. Two star fields at once. He looked at me in terror.
I remember saying, “Its’ starting.”
I woke up with my heart pounding and I was disoriented. I got up and went to the dinning room for water and to shake it all off. I looked at the clock. Yep…it was 3am exactly.
I made this film a year or so back and it has hardly been viewed in all that time. I showed it to a producer I’m working with yesterday. He was surprised he had never seen it and thought the film was very good.
So I’m promoting it again and highly recommend you watch it on the biggest screen with good audio you have. This film was entirely made using my CGI animation skills. AI was never used or any other computer assistance other than the software I used. Much of which I have been using for years before the advent of AI.
The story was loosely based on my own experience and the emotions I feel from it. This film backs up what so many of us are expressing about this wonder in our lives. It will resonate with the Day of Disclosure.
I made this film alone. I created all the shots, created the wireframes, textures, animation and edited the film and created the score.
This film is peaceful and kind.
PS I’m aware of the spelling error at the beginning which a year later would be difficult to fix.
In mediation this morning I asked why do we go through all this trouble to be physical in these bodies? Both human and non-human. They responded by saying this:
“You know how it’s always been important to you to have a car? Not just any car but a sports car? Because you wanted to feel the road.
Watch this. It’s the interview with Steven that spells out what the film is all about. Bottom line is in the end he admits that we are being visited and they are here. Listen to him. Fantastic interview. If there’s any movie that will change the world starting in 3 days this is it and it embodies everything we have been working towards.
No threat, just love and empathy-please watch this
No threat, just love and empathy-please watch this
Jun 02, 2026
Notice the non-threat narrative. Notice the empathy. And notice that Steven is revealing his involvement as being part of the experience, not just an observer. Notice what Emily Blunt says about her research and the lack of anything negative about the experience. These are all important points and clearly go against the threat narrative our government and religious right are trying to spread. Thank you Steven.
At Contact in the Desert I was sitting in the lobby having conversation with friends when I was suddenly overtaken by a very powerful and emotional vision. It was the wrong time and wrong place for this to happen and it’s always a fear of mine but it happened and it was noticed.
What I experienced was a blue sky. A bright golden tear or rip began to appear as if the fabric of time and space was being opened. From it dripped drops. They formed into golden bright light saucer shapes. I had to stop it because I was in a public place and I was being observed.
It hurt to stop it and it caused me to feel a tightness in my head which is the only way to describe it. I felt disoriented and strange the rest of the evening and it took sometime before both feet were back on the ground.
That night Mary and I both had visions. We were laying in bed trying to sleep but we could see illumination of particle patterns with our eyes closed. These often form symbols and images but on this night I was floating at night over trees and looking down I could see wooden buildings that appeared abandoned. It was 3D and very realistic but whenever Mary and I would talk to each other about what we were seeing they’d stop. But they’d begin again if you remained calm and quiet.
I have been able to do this all my life but for Mary this ability is new or just beginning. Our precognitive abilities are on the rise too. Things will pop in as a vision only to later occur. These come without premeditated thought or warning. Something is different. Or is it. 12 days and counting. It’s going to be a wild ride.