Author: steveneill

I'm 70 year old and I have lived most of my life in LA working in film and TV as a filmmaker, VFX artist, Special Makeup artist, actor and more. I continue today at my film studio in Ventura where I have for the last 10 years made films, film effects, creatures, models, and many other creations that fall under the "Maker" category.

Graham Hancock is correct

If you support this channel and Mary and I then you should listen to this banned TED Talk by Graham Hancock. It is so perfectly aligned with my thoughts in every way. I could have never expressed it so well.

I never knew this side of Graham and I have shared his experience in many ways. It is absolutly the truth. He’s closing commentary is it.

This is the battle against them we fight. And I’m not talking about the Visitors. I’m talking about the humans.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X_hSh..

The War on Consciousness

Mantis Returns

It was a while back I had a very real experience where I came out of a hypnotic state while sitting in the auditorium theater long enough to be aware I sat in chairs with a 100 other people also in a hypnotic state. 

The moment was fleeting but I saw a tall Mantis being off to the side looking directly at me and it said, “I know you can see me.” That was the last thing I remembered. That is until the morning while in meditation before yoga. I asked, “will I have any more communication with you? I haven’t heard anything in a long while?” I meant this as a question to the spirits, not the grays or anything particular. What happened next was striking.

I saw in my mind the Mantis again and he was looking right at me. I didn’t feel any fear at all and he was direct. “Yes.”

In a deep state of calm and quiet it happened. I was back there in the threat re setting. This time I could see more and everyone was looking at center stage. There was a tall being standing there addressing us. I couldn’t make out what the being was saying but it was wearing a long gown that was light colored flowing. The head was not human shaped and I couldn’t make it out clearly. Then I looked to my right past the people sitting next to me and that’s when I saw the Mantis.

This time he just looked at me as if he was reaching deep inside me. I found myself sitting in my first grade classroom in San Francisco in the late 50’s. It was as if I was there. Back in time. It was very emotional. I heard him say, “Remember how you felt then?” I felt detached from who we once were. No memory but a feeling because the memory was repressed and part of my emotional memory. I was having a raw experience but down deep inside I knew I didn’t belong and it was terrifying. I felt like I had been turned into an animal. My emotions were ragging and tears poured down my face as I experienced this in meditation.

It then said, “Now you know. Now we know. Now you remember.” And that was it. I came out of meditation and wiped my tears.

Was it real? It sure felt like it and I do remember and have never forgotten that day in school and that feeling that something was wrong and I didn’t belong here. I have carried this all my life. But being there as if I was back in time was different than just remembering something. And I felt something that just tells me there will be more to come and that we are moving closer to finding out the true purpose of this experience.

Movies by Steve Neill

Need to be seen if you are an experiencer and even if not…

My films really need to be seen by the community. With the exception of “The Keep” they are all based on my own experiences. Very few films, if any, were made by an experiencer. These films were. Even in “The Keep” although it starts off scary I think you’ll find the ending surprising.

The Keep sci-fi film

​Especially “But Something is There” because to date it’s my best when it comes to sharing my experience with you. Created in 2017 and based on my book I wrote and produced and directed the film. We had a full crew and some were professionals I worked with in my long Hollywood career that donated their time. Mary and I spent our own money over a year period to make the movie.

But Something is There the only film like it ever made about my life with the visitors

Whitley Strieber was involved and seen in the film. Yvonne Smith. They played themselves.

​I wanted to make this film because many of the films and movies made to that date as they are now were all exploitative and fear based to sell tickets and get your views. They also feed you a narrative that these visitor experiences are dark. 

We released the film for free. Never asked the public to pay to see it.

It has been seen by millions of people by this point but for some reason many in the community have not seen this movie and it has always been for you to see.

Here is a list of other films about this subject. These are not documentaries or conversations. 

They are movies. Films. Stories of cinema.

Here’s a list:

The Breath in the Trees A visual ride coming to Earth and my childhood

The Invited A film based on a dream and my own experiences with the Visitors

The Visit Made in the 90’s this live action film was based on experiences and work I did with Yvonne Smith in the early days of CERO.

The Dreamtime I dreamed once about being with Hitler. Or was it a dream? In the Visitors usual style they warned me about our future or lack of one.

A Conversation with my Father   A very overlooked film based on an experience I once had after my father died when I was 14. Although fictional and based on it tells a truth the community is just now understanding about how non-local consciousness is the root of all our experience.  

Reality   An early CGI film I made as an experiment and very based on my childhood memories.  

The blue highlighted titles you can just click on to watch any of these movies for free. Enjoy! It’s Sunday as I write this and a good day for a movie.

We have just started production of our latest “live action” film entitled, “The UFO”. We start shooting this Wednesday at VACE studios. And I have two more films in the planning stages. Both which fight back against the “Threat Narrative” and Hollywood’s propaganda.

A word about the “Threat Narrative”

We are being deceived by humans not NHI

This has been on my mind as of late because I see this perspective in the community more and more. People are desperate to be believed even if it means supporting the threat narrative being pushed on the public by the shock jocks on YouTube, our government and Hollywood.

I have heard from people “what ever it takes” for their stories to be believed is something they support. This is the leverage the bad guys need from you to push their agenda away from anything at all positive about human contact with NHI. As George Harrison said in his song, “Beware of Darkness.”

Examples of this are, “The Fire in the Sky”, “The Age of Disclosure” and “The Manhattan Abduction” to name a few. In this writer’s opinion these were gross distortions of what I know in contrast to working with 100’s of experiencers over the span of time from the 1990’s to present day. Our shows we have produced on the “Breaking the Silence” channel have consistently shown this.

Now I know the “Day of Disclosure” hasn’t been released yet but my personal take on the trailer is that of a dark and sinister(to quote Suzy Hansen) view so far. What ever happened to the “Close Encounters of the Third Kind” feeling we once had? A story of wonder and connection with a non-human consciousness? All we get now is threat, Fear and taken against our will.

And in all the shows being produced now this is the narrative. They don’t allow experiencers to tell their stories and if they do they are edited to reflect the fear and terror. Worse they bring on people that have never had so much as a sighting to judge those that do. Experts who will tell the public that it’s all sleep paralysis. You weren’t there so it’s impossible for you to know.

There are no skeptical experts, scientists or doctors of this subject. All the schooling and degrees d​o​esn’t qualify​ one to pass judgment on these people. They are armatures at best. They don’t know the subject.

This narrative is the same threat the media and our latest regime is trying to sell the public. If you walk in peace, if you embrace empathy and kindness or peaceful descent you are a domestic terrorist. You can even be murdered by them legally.

So the” Breaking the Silence “channel has become the fly in the ointment to the channels and media outlets pushing the threat narrative. I am constantly exposed to this from the comments held on our channel. We get some very vile caustic comments. These people are deleted and removed from our channel without response. Silence to them says it all.

People will tell me that the NHI are demons, that they take you against your will, terrorize you and more. They say I need to do my research? They clearly have done no research themselves except to go by the hearsay feed to them by the propaganda spin doctors.

Their description of the alien threat describes our own human race quite well. In my experience our own people take you against your will(I narrowly missed going to Vietnam. My friends weren’t so lucky). They did it with the draft and sent people to their wars to die. They took people against their will and performed experiments with drugs and medical procedures. They gassed whole cities without their knowledge of it as an experiment. Remember Operation Sea-Spray 1950? No? Do some research.

Back to our NHI. I have had this experience my entire life. I’m 73. In good health and haven’t been harmed in any way. But I have been warned about the humans I just mentioned destroying the Earth and the lives or good people. That they are hell bent to control you and take away your freedom of life. Your right to thrive.

I understand you have friends, family, and loved ones who you would like to know you’re not crazy. That you are of sound mind. That the UFO’s and beings inside are real and you have contact with them. I get it. But if you believe that things like the “The Age of Disclosure” and alien threat narratives once believed by the public are going to help? You are seriously mistaken. You yourself may become the threat.

If necessary keep your experience private if you think you will not be supported or understood. Or express yourself within a community of the people you know with the same experience. Things have to take their course. It will be slow. In time the human race will wake up to the truth and you can then share your story. If you want to come forward to tell your story, know what you’re up against. It damn near ruined my career and alienated me from friends and family. But at the same time it brought me closer to some beautiful people I still love today. They have become true friends and family.

But if you do come forward, also know that you will be helping us move towards the truth.

Embrace kindness, truth, peace, empathy, diversity and love. We must also strive to take care of the Earth and protect its environment. That’s all you have to do. That’s all that can be done. And hope. Never give up because you are forever and nothing ever, ever dies.

Michael Pagel’s NHI Photograph

If you watched Michael Pagel’s “In Conversation with” show on the channel this is the photograph that I received in the mail from him after the show was already uploaded. Here’s the special report I just did.

If you didn’t see Michael’s show it’s a must and goes against all the negative press about human contact with NHI that is in this writers opinion pure propaganda. They are not the treat, humans telling you they are the threat are the real threat.

And here’s the photograph. This is taken on film and developed. It weas then printed on Kodak paper in and 8×10. I scanned it and I also did and outline to show you where I could see the hand he mentions in the show and the dirt it was holding.

Drawing Pad for Christmas

​My favorite Christmas gift from Mary has to be this drawing pad that for me is a real game changer as it allows me to hand illustrate without actual canvas, paper, pencils, brushes and so on to produce art at a faster pace without restrictions.

Yet it is very much the same thing as I have always done with those listed materials. You still have brushes and pencils but they are all digital. It is not AI which I do not like, it’s my art drawn or painted by hand.

I did this charcoal drawing of a grey in just a few minutes and this water color which was my first attempt with the pad I think turned out well.

I still need to finish this water color one but you’ll get the idea.

The pad also allows me to create animations of my art by hand without AI that is truly genuine. It also will enable me to do illustrations on the fly for articles, writings, secret stories and shows. These are characters I’m working on for my first animated short.

With this pod I draw directly on the screen like paper or canvas so it’s very natural.

Can’t wait to do more.

A New Message

One for the books.

What you are about to read started as a dream I had last night. I was in the desert with a friend. It was a warm evening, very pleasant. The stars were beautiful and as we watched them I pointed out to my friend the lighted craft flying overhead. They darted and changed direction and then it happened.

A collection of them stopped over us and formed. They formed the shape of a saucer. Not any saucer but the saucer section of the 1701 one Enterprise. Not the entire ship but only the saucer. It landed in front of us. And what happened next was really interesting. A being humanoid came out of the craft wearing what looked like a skirt and a tunic top. He looked like David Bowie.

He came over to me and sat down on a rock, looked at me and asked in David’s voice, “What are you doing out here? What do you want, Steve?” I then sang to him, There’s a starman waiting in the sky He’d like to come and meet us But he thinks he’d blow our minds There’s a starman waiting in the sky He’s told us not to blow it’Cause he knows it’s all worthwhile

When he asked me,”what are you doing out here?” I realized I was out of my body and on another level of existence​.

I woke up and later this morning while having my morning cup of tea, what you are about to read flooded into my head and I was compelled to write it.

I don’t claim it’s the truth or real. But it sure felt like it. I only relate it to you to consider. A good story or a download? Either way it’s what I experienced and it’s written down. It’s interpreted from what was telepathic in nature so the translation is primitive at best. It reads as follows:

You have been forever evolving. You learned how to walk upright. Tame fire, make clothing and shelter yourselves from the elements. You created written language. You learned to love and you learned hate. You learned to create war and kill each other. You seek God. Created religion. This created more wars. You learned how to make technology and weapons to create more war and poison your planet. You learned to leave the Earth and venture into space.

You have learned how to create realities and convince the masses they are real in order to control them. You learned to poison your own race for your profit. You created artificial intelligence that is stripping you of your individuality without you knowing it and it continues to distort any sense of reality or rational critical thinking you may have left.

But the one thing you haven’t learned is to coexist with another non-human intelligence off this Earth. For many you don’t even know we exist. Like it or not that reality is upon you and you have no power to stop it as it is a force of nature itself and you either adapt and learn to evolve to this next important level of your evolution or fail as a species and consciousness. You will cease to exist as a species.

Every race of sentient beings has gone through this process at a point in their evolution and the human race is no exception.

It has already begun. If you pay close attention past the white wash of noise your own people are feeding you you will see it’s there. There are many among you living dual lives that are part of this evolution both knowingly and unknowingly. This was started long ago and many see it today as alien abduction. It is not. They are working from within you to enforce this evolutionary next step.

It’s already happening. Reality that we thought was real is literally melting at the seams. Many of you that feel this way are looked upon as crazy when all along it’s the ones accusing of this that have lost their minds to the very human beings in our world that plotted it all along and have you in their grip. They are your enemy. Not us.

Look to those among you that create art, music, peace, calm and connection as they are the alternative. They create for the love of creation and joy. They see through the white noise and theater. And in doing so shows you the way to the light and away from the darkness.

Being saved from yourselves is your choice alone. You have always had the power.

If you’re feeling different, as if your consciousness seems more outside your body than inside this is the beginning of that evolution as you are connecting with your non-local consciousness. At first you will feel strange as if you are in an altered state of consciousness. This is natural and you will adjust to this. You will find anger, hate and voilence more difficult if not impossible. You will respect all life and find it difficult to kill anything living. This is natural. You will find your intelligence and awareness expand faster than ever before. And so will your capacity for love and kindness expand.

This is what the people in power on your planet fear so much. They can’t control what is happening. You do have the choice. You always have.

You can’t begin to imagine how difficult this was for me to write down. I often avoid it as it all just sounds so crazy. But think again about who taught us to think that way. The people that have lost their minds and are destroying our beautiful world. That’s who.

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The Breath in the Trees

A short film I made using Unreal Engine, Blender and my personal CGI animation and wire frame mesh creating skills. This is not AI.

I don’t approve of AI at all. I have myself been accused of being AI because and I quote, “no one my age would have such tech and know how to use it” when in fact it was our generation that created all this tech from back engineered sources we are all familiar with.
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